I felt fat, miserable, unlovable, and needed to change my life
I weighed 211 pounds (at 5' 5") in September, 1996. I caught my husband of 10 years having his umpteenth affair. My life was consumed with work and I was completely unfulfilled (it had been two years without sex). This is my story of how numerology helped rescue me.

With numerology I could clearly see what my heart already knew – at over 200 pounds, I needed to lose weight. I had no relationship with myself ; how could I have one with my husband? I felt unlovable.

Then I discovered numerology.

What is numerology?
Numerology has been around for 10,000 years pinpointing individual challenges, areas of growth, and opportunities. It is one of many metaphysical studies, but the one that I find simplest for the average Joe or Jill to understand, that can give you a plan for overcoming life’s challenges and realizing/achieving your dreams!

Numerology is a study of numbers based on your birthdate and birthname (note: time and location of birth is NOT needed) and is believed to have begun its development about the same time as mathematics.

How can it help me?
Have you ever wondered if it was possible to:
• Increase your self-confidence?
• Do you have a problem with excessive alcohol use or some other addictive trait?
• Do you always end up on the wrong end of your relationships, either past or present?
• What about shedding that nagging feeling that you just don’t quite stack up to your co-worker who seems to get all the breaks?

While many of our daily “inadequacies” are integral to our personalities, we all have the desire, as well as the ability, to make subtle and/or magnificent changes in our lives. You are in complete control of how you choose to walk your life’s journey.

But … how do you begin? I began my journey through numerology.

My personal numerology analysis showed I have the number 5 occurring in three calculations representing my challenge, growth, and maturity areas. The number 5 represents the process of learning to enjoy the freedom of life - but with moderation. Moderation! I’d never known moderation. As a fat person, I knew was unable to eat "moderately."

I also learned that 1996, in numerology years, was a good year to work hard, lay foundations, and that it would be several more years before I had another “easy” year to diet. I threw myself completely into proper eating, exercise and life style changes as well as doing extensive therapy and work with two psychics. It took a year to lose the weight and I kept most of it off for seven years.

Now I have come full circle in my journey and I have begun a new cycle in my “1” year of 2002. Any one who has dieted, knows that we have to get to the bottom of our emotional issues and eating. So somebody upstairs decided to throw me a curve ball. In May of 2002 I hurt my back and was bedridden for five months. Upon my return to work, I was laid off along with thousands of other telecom employees. Within two weeks of losing my job, my marriage ended, and my mom died of cancer. Sad as all these events were, I now see them as cursed blessings.

The inability to exercise combined with renewed emotional eating, forced me to review my “stuff” in even greater detail than before. Stripped naked so to speak, I learned to face the dark side of my soul and love “all” of me. Thank gawd this is a playful “3” year with a dose of frisky love “5” thrown in. With the advent of online dating, my new life has become a series of Harlequin Romances.

With numerology I can see the light at the end of the tunnel and that this is my last cycle to work my weight (and emotional) issues. Hallelujah! I have learned much in life and numerology has been my mirror. The 5 energy that used to be the bane of my existence, now gives me strength and adventure.

How does numerology work?
The universe is made up of energy. Everything in it has a unique vibrational power. These unique vibrations can be grouped into patterns, which can be read by various means - seasons (spring, summer, fall, winter); biological age (infant, toddler, child, teenager, adult, senior); hour of the day (sleep, dress, rush hour, work, eat); astrology (the 12 signs of the zodiac); numerology (the numbers 1-9) to name a few of these patterns. Some patterns we pay attention to without thinking (seasons) and others like astrology and numerology are off the beaten path and only a minority of people learn.

A simplistic view of the numerology patterns (your birthday and name) will tell what type of life you will lead and how you will express yourself. Think about it – when you go by John/Jane Smith, Dr. Smith, Daddy/Mommy, or Honey Bunny; each of these names would carry a different expression (vibration) of your personality even though you are the same person. If I had the mousey hair and name Norma Jean Baker; I would peroxide my hair and change my name to Marilyn Monroe too. (See her 12 page Personal Numerology Report to see what a name change can do!)

The basic numbers or patterns that can be seen in the various numerology calculations (Life Path, Expression., Soul Urge, Challenges, Karma, Personal Year, etc.) are:

1. Independence, New Beginnings
2. Patience, Cooperation
3. Creativity, Self-expression
4. Structure, Organization
5. Freedom, Moderation
6. Responsibility of Love
7. Spirituality, Mental, Analysis
8. Accomplishment, Material Gain
9. Humanitarian, Giving, Endings

Each energy or vibration will operate on one of three different levels – balanced, overbalanced, or under balanced. For example the #1 energy could be independence, dominance, or dependence respectively. The trick is to learn to stand on your on two feet and not lean on anyone else.

Everyone is given (actually we choose for ourselves, similar to a college curriculum) what numbers/energies we will go through life with and what numbers will pop up over the course of our life. In trying to find equilibrium between over and under balanced, we bounce back and forth until we find comfort in the middle ground.

Regardless of whether we are balanced, under or overbalanced; we are sending out that vibration to the world and attracting similar energies back in kind. Think of how a magnet works. One end of a magnet will strongly attract another magnet and the other end will repel.

Such is the same with life. We will attract a complimentarily balanced or unbalanced energy / lesson / person into our life. The choice is always up to you, although not always consciously.

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